Did you say it?
'I love you. I don't ever want to live without you. You changed my life.'
Did you say it?
Make a plan. Set a goal. Work towards it, but every now and then, look around;
Drink it in 'cause this is it.
It might all be gone tomorrow.

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I love you.
I don't ever want to live without you.
You changed my life.
& I'm sorry this came so late, I'm sorry I had to learn it through the hard way, I'm sorry for a thousand of what ifs & if onlys.
Run along now, I'll see you when I get there.

Korea09 was the best holiday ever, hands down, nearly one month later and I still miss that place v. v. much.
Liberation indeed, to be dragging your filled luggage up the boeing right after your very last day of work (yes I've left the company after almost a year) and spending seven awesome days with family and complete strangers. 
Would love to go back there again & again & again, I think I'll never get sick of that place :}

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The brother has enlisted & loneliness has indeed reached a whole new level without the brother to come home to & I'm boiled down to doing the same thing that I've come to dislike doing - waiting & waiting for that phone call or text that seems to take forrrrever. Now that all the waiting has been doubled up, most afternoons I'd rather head down to the airport & get some human contact rather than coop myself up in my room bumming to death. :O

On a happier note, the brother has finally booked out for the first time today & the bf will be booking out tmr night. 
SAF now controls half my life, yay thank you very much. 

11 months worth of space taken up on the PC desktop I've come to adore; Now this PC feels 11.13GB lighter !
Its the end of March, Goodbye goodbye.

The two little ones are growing up too quickly , Can't wait for the third ♥

One year later & we are all going back as part of the tds alumni ; I miss school so so much & I can hardly wait for tomorrow night ! 
Being back in the familiar compounds of school makes me happy in a way nothing else can , Time has indeed passed us by too quickly.

In other news,
Tomorrow is the day Mr Terrence Toh turns 21 :D
Go go wish that officer cadet a fat & happy year ahead !! :3 

I need to do work but my mind keeps wandering to the 3 mysterious mosquito bites on my legs & that certain email that left me disappointed & v much in a messy state of emotions. 

What is there to come after the 3rd month of the year baffles me to the very end.
Besides my immense dislike for disappointments, I would hate to find myself regretting some of the recent choices that took me so much to make.

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Some clients just like to screw with you and your head and everything they see.
Its people like this that makes the 9-6 design job so unbearable and pissyfing in every one bit.
When the image is big & clear, you complain that it is too huge for your tiny laptop screen. 
Now that its painfully rescaled, you complain that because it is small, it is pixelated & img quality is hence compromised.
I honestly do not comprehend how these people work their minds.
 

And you are obviously not helping at all.