Did you say it?
'I love you. I don't ever want to live without you. You changed my life.'
Did you say it?
Make a plan. Set a goal. Work towards it, but every now and then, look around;
Drink it in 'cause this is it.
It might all be gone tomorrow.

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I love you.
I don't ever want to live without you.
You changed my life.
& I'm sorry this came so late, I'm sorry I had to learn it through the hard way, I'm sorry for a thousand of what ifs & if onlys.
Run along now, I'll see you when I get there.

Korea09 was the best holiday ever, hands down, nearly one month later and I still miss that place v. v. much.
Liberation indeed, to be dragging your filled luggage up the boeing right after your very last day of work (yes I've left the company after almost a year) and spending seven awesome days with family and complete strangers. 
Would love to go back there again & again & again, I think I'll never get sick of that place :}

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The brother has enlisted & loneliness has indeed reached a whole new level without the brother to come home to & I'm boiled down to doing the same thing that I've come to dislike doing - waiting & waiting for that phone call or text that seems to take forrrrever. Now that all the waiting has been doubled up, most afternoons I'd rather head down to the airport & get some human contact rather than coop myself up in my room bumming to death. :O

On a happier note, the brother has finally booked out for the first time today & the bf will be booking out tmr night. 
SAF now controls half my life, yay thank you very much. 

11 months worth of space taken up on the PC desktop I've come to adore; Now this PC feels 11.13GB lighter !
Its the end of March, Goodbye goodbye.

The two little ones are growing up too quickly , Can't wait for the third ♥

One year later & we are all going back as part of the tds alumni ; I miss school so so much & I can hardly wait for tomorrow night ! 
Being back in the familiar compounds of school makes me happy in a way nothing else can , Time has indeed passed us by too quickly.

In other news,
Tomorrow is the day Mr Terrence Toh turns 21 :D
Go go wish that officer cadet a fat & happy year ahead !! :3 

I need to do work but my mind keeps wandering to the 3 mysterious mosquito bites on my legs & that certain email that left me disappointed & v much in a messy state of emotions. 

What is there to come after the 3rd month of the year baffles me to the very end.
Besides my immense dislike for disappointments, I would hate to find myself regretting some of the recent choices that took me so much to make.

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Some clients just like to screw with you and your head and everything they see.
Its people like this that makes the 9-6 design job so unbearable and pissyfing in every one bit.
When the image is big & clear, you complain that it is too huge for your tiny laptop screen. 
Now that its painfully rescaled, you complain that because it is small, it is pixelated & img quality is hence compromised.
I honestly do not comprehend how these people work their minds.
 

And you are obviously not helping at all.

CNY 2009 was quite a blast because there was plenty of mahjong, food & gd company.
Did not expect myself to enjoy one of the least favourite holidays of the year but surprisingly I did, hee hee perhaps it was to make up for the non-celebratory mood last year due to FYP.

- Steamboat reunion dinner with the usual design mates minus the poor ones still stuck in camp (next time next time!) 
- Stayover plans at Furry's to do work instead of the airport ended up with 8 of us doing nonsense and more nonsense, waking up at 830am after a few hours of sleep & trekking down to Bedok Reservoir for a much needed run
- Reunion dinner #1 with family
- Reunion dinner #2 with Teddy's family
- Reunion dinner #3 with everyone yo
- Omgoose 4 reunion dinners within 3 days :O
- Cruising the highways in your cousin's new car is awesome hee hee suddenly visiting has taken a whole new meaning
- ECLIPSE !! & risking getting our eyes blinded by the glaring sun
- Mahjongingz till late with cousins, mum, aunts, uncles & teddy :D
- & everything happened in a span of 3 days, how time flies when you are having fun
- Monday bloos on a Tuesday night, sending you back to camp always trigger the blues :3

Its an early weekend for me so my bro & I will be hitting the terminal with different agendas in mind (MUST. DO. WORK)
I can't wait for reunion dinner #4 (HAHA OMG), Bookout Saturday & Yong's place on Sat night & I like filling up schedule pages with plans as such! 

Hammy the Fat Chub is eating nonstop I swear 3:

I'm at work now & I'm sleepy & bored.
Scripting is such a bitch sometimes rar.

Hitting the favourite place at T1 again tonight, no sleep no sleep in exchange for a night with flash, as2.0 & cuppa ice blended :(

It was such a bz bz week with shopping trips, birthday parties & a night with Gabby/Breebree, madness much & now I can't wait for cny (long weekends ftw!) teehee I'm gg down to grab all the sparklers on e last day of the cny bazaar :D

Stars Live in Singapore 09 Setlist.
Sharing is Caring, download here (although they sound a million x more awesome live) ! 

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picture: flattycharn@flickr
setlist: justin@setlist.fm

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I'm dead beat,
but Stars Live was beyond awesome (!!) 

EDIT:
Post-Stars high!

The night (definitely) starts here.

Shuffling Stars for the whole of today & tmr;
Hearing them live has def. gotta be the bestest way to kickstart 2009.
Now lets just hope they play my favourite songs of the lot. :D

Chinatown is now bustling with endless dongdongqiang songs & red hanging everywhere.
The street beneath the office has turned into a pasar malam or sorts & in no time the crazy queues for bak gwas will start.
The only reason why I'm looking fwd to CNY is the long weekends & taking the first step of the 2009 plan.
I can only wish for courage on my part & understanding on theirs.

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Oh, how could anyone not want to rip it all apart?
Oh, how could anyone not love your cold, black heart?